It's getting kinda hard to do any blog posts lately, although I would try to at least upload a blog post once every day. The reason is because of the fact that my father keeps being a pain in my ass even if I log on to the Internet to check my email. He's the kind of person who ungraciously and selfishly butts in whenever I'm in a lucky streak and when the odds are stacked against me, he'll do his very damn best to say stuffs that makes me feel useless and worthless for living. Sometimes, I really wished he would dropped dead right in front of my feet since I figured this is the only way to shut that mouth of his from ever making me feel lousy and worthless when I know I'm not. And I'm not sorry and neither would I be sad if he passed away, in fact, I'm all too happy to be free from someone like him, who never once said any kind words or words of encouragement for so many years of my life.